I feel completely and totally dead inside.
I just have to hold on for 3 days.


I made a friend outside of the internet in August. First outside friend in many years.

Today I was told "if you don't want to be friends, it's okay." It will be okay.
Loneliness is nothing new, but now I remember what it feels like to have a friend again, if only briefly.


Would like to make a journal. Would like to take action.